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Post by stormcat on Jan 15, 2007 0:07:50 GMT -5
Star Date-01-14-07-No spat, he wasn't there! Then to make things worse, he was pleasant when he came in this morning. Oh the inhumanity! He's apparently attempting to confuse me. I'll keep an eye on this one he's tricky. Spent most of the day letting the cats out, letting the cats in, I think they were highly amused. Now they're chasing each other, running laps around the house. Hoping the house survives the Herd. >^..^<
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Post by stormcat on Jan 15, 2007 22:32:14 GMT -5
Star Date-01-15-07 Iced in can't go to work. Black Ice is covering the overpasses, and roads. A picture into my soul; Still water runs deep, cold and black unknown secrets it keeps. Down below the surface layer, Skelatal hands and scaberous feet, claw and dig for the light. I want the tormenting pain to stop, Let my soul cease to bleed, Someone release me, make it stop. Life seems cold and bleak, Loves comfort just one drop. Save me from the cold black deep.>^..^<
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 16, 2007 13:48:28 GMT -5
Dear EK, This is a note from my Familiar Shadow. Bruce you sound like my kind of Tom! I also enjoy the birds, mice and grasshoppers (although they are a seasonal item.) Occassionally I get my claws into a Gekko. I don't know how you feel about Catnip, I indulge weekly. I also enjoy beating up the kittens running around here. I'm also involved in ritual magick, actually I run the show. It takes humans a long time to catch on! I would enjoy seeing a picture of you, see you later killer. xoxo Shadow dear stormcat, this is a reply to shadow from bruce. so, shadow... i have never had the pleasure of a gekko...that might be reallllly FUN. reptiles kinda stick into my teeth.... nip... well, i think i could share some with you..... kittens stay far from my domain...but it would be enjoyable to chase them... as far as my master goes, i let her think she controls me... its actually the other way around completly... i do let her have the occational kill... she makes all kinds of interesting sounds when i bring them in... oh and i have taught her all she knows about magick...because i am a high priest hahaha.... i will make the girl here put on my photograph...love to see yours /// bruce
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Post by stormcat on Jan 17, 2007 23:06:59 GMT -5
Star Date-01-17-07Today I looked out on the ice coated trees and the icicles from my eaves. It was beautiful with the sun shining through the ice, making them look like crystal. The dusting of snow was surreal, it really bothered the cats. A single Cardinal was at one of our feeders. It looked like a drop of blood against the white, a very startling effect. Tomorrow the sun will melt away my Crystal world. I don't know when it will come again but I'll be waiting.>^..^<
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Post by stormcat on Jan 19, 2007 0:06:32 GMT -5
Star Date01-18-07I Swear this PC is out to get me! I had just finished a paragraph when this wired freak deleted it. If I had $399.00 I'd buy a new PC. Apparently it took offense to what I was writing! I'm trying to think of a subject to post, I've got writers block. >^..^<
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Post by stormcat on Jan 20, 2007 23:31:47 GMT -5
Star Date01-20-07 Unable to post much. Yucky weather, illness, and family emergency have me knotted up today.>^++^<
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 21, 2007 22:28:06 GMT -5
hope that everything is ok. its like that around here.
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Post by stormcat on Jan 22, 2007 23:17:20 GMT -5
Star Date-01-22-07 Thanks EK but things are no better concerning the family emergency. My daughter needs to be admitted to the State Hospital. She was hospitalized for her third Suicide attempt in 9 months. This time she's caused brain damage. The hospital promised to get her case in front of a judge, they didn't do it. Now she's running wild and free, on no medication, and the hospital won't return our calls. I'm facing the real possibility of her death this year. I want to get her treatment, since she's an adult I can't help her. I just don't know what else I can do, she won't talk to me. How can they let her out to keep hurting herself.
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Post by stormcat on Jan 23, 2007 20:31:19 GMT -5
Star Date 01/23/07 Hospital Social Worker finally called back. He said my daughter had signed a contract stating she would go to MHMR. They believed her! The girl is ill, she'd say anything to get out of the hosp. I think I'll contact a lawyer to find out if I can sue the hosp. if she succeeds in her Suicide attempts. I can't reach her on the phone, I hope she's OK.
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 23, 2007 21:35:42 GMT -5
oh my goodness storm, i wish you all the best of luck. and send all my thoughts your way. that is awful. let us know if there is anything we can do.
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Post by stormcat on Jan 24, 2007 9:22:01 GMT -5
Star Date 01/24/07 My daughter finally called me! She's fine, the hospital over reacted, blah, blah, blah. I don't believe a word of it. She's having Grand Mal seizures from that medicine she OD'd on. How can anyone hate life so much? People are dying all over, begging for one more day, she's throwing her life away. Killing herself one OD at a time. Thank you Ek for your thoughts, I don't know what can be done.
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 24, 2007 11:25:10 GMT -5
i will keep you and your daughter in my thoughts. blessed be.
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Post by stormcat on Jan 25, 2007 9:30:35 GMT -5
Star Date 01-25-07 Ok my daughter called my son-in-law saying she was killing herself again. He talked her out of it for one day, I think she's having a nervous breakdown. To make matters worse my boss who I'll call Lies Alot is on a warpath. Seems Pony Tail Boy came in late Mon. reeking of booze. Started 2 fights with other nurses, because he's a mean drunk. She spent the whole day asking everyone if he smelled like booze. Instead of sending him home, she let him work the floor. Drugs are not given by Pony Tail Boy(narcotics) he's been fired from 4 jobs for drug diversion. Yet Lies Alot feels sorry for him and lets him stay. Comes late, leaves early, causes fights, meds are screwed up and this "winner" gets to stay. Talk about a bad situation. I'm waiting for him to try some more BS with me again. You know Aries don't backdown, Bad Pony Tail Boy, bad.
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Post by stormcat on Jan 27, 2007 11:45:00 GMT -5
Star Date 01-27-07 I'm dedicating this to my Mom, she died 4 years ago. I miss you Mom I think of you all the time. I can't count the times I've wanted to call you. I can feel you around me though, especially when I'm sad. Love your daughter.
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Post by stormcat on Jan 28, 2007 9:50:07 GMT -5
Star Date 01-28-07 Deep breath, things are alittle better today. Just take one day at a time. I plan to go out and enjoy the sunshine and the grandbabies. Say a kind word to my husband and eat a good meal. I'll pet all my cats and not call the dog stinky. Read in my book and remember things I thought I'd forgotten. Yes today I will exercise control and live to cause chaos another day!
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