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Post by stormcat on Jun 21, 2007 7:56:13 GMT -5
Yeah there is a state wide break out. This is going on the 2 nd month. It's a really nasty one too. >^..^<
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Post by stormcat on Jun 23, 2007 11:51:03 GMT -5
Star Date 06-23-07 OK I don't know if I've said this before, I hate it when a spirit touches me, I don't me a slap, a soft caress. During the Solstice it happened again. I was in the kitchen, I dropped something and "it" caressed the top of my head when I bent over. I looked for an explanation, like a paper falling off a shelf, or a spider. Nothing was there I could see. I find this to be an invasion of my personal space! I told it so loudly and venhemently, I told it this last time it took my hand. It doesn't listen! Well that's my Solstice experience.
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Post by stormcat on Jun 29, 2007 12:19:33 GMT -5
Star Date 06-29-07 Well I got some bad news, my sister's in the hosp., some trouble with her Kidneys. She got married on May 26, they just got back from a trip to Hawaii. I never called her, sent my regrets on not being able to attend the ceremony, or anything. I feel ashamed. I put my personal dislike of her gold digging husband ahead of her happiness. Over and over, this lesson gives me a chance to be a bigger person, I keep blowing it. :-[I'm going to call her and see how she is...
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Post by stormcat on Jun 30, 2007 13:25:35 GMT -5
Star Date 06-30-07 Well I talked to my sister, she should get out of the hosp. today. She was in alot of pain, passing Kidney Stones hurts. Her husband was going out of town today, he had this planned for awhile. This is why I don't like the man. Who would go out of town and leave their wife, who just got out of the hosp. alone. When we called him to ask her room number Thurs. he didn't know it. :(Didn't know his own wifes room number! Yes, this is why I have severe reservations as to his motives. At least she seems to doing OK. Save me O' great One from relatives.
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Post by stormcat on Jul 1, 2007 16:10:00 GMT -5
Star Date 07-01-07 Well my sister called me, she had to have her Gall Bladder taken out. She's basically alone, her husband was out of town. (loser) Oh did I write that out loud? She may get out the third. I hope some of the family go up to see her today, it's "Church Day". So she may get visitors, maybe not. I told her if God couldn't understand that they missed after church mingling, to be with a sick family member, then he wouldn't be my God. She's to sick to argue with me. I'm glad I called her in the first place. Life is twisty, turny.
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Post by stormcat on Jul 6, 2007 22:42:57 GMT -5
Star Date 7-06-07 It's been a hectic week! We went home before the fireworks, the kids were scared of the noise. My sister's still in the hosp. I guess, I told her to call when she got out, no call. Her birthday is in a couple of days. Things have taken a definite down turn at my husbands job. They notified us that his health insurance was canceled because the company didn't pay the monthly stipend. Of course the Union Rep. is AWOL. When it rains it pours. Trying to keep up a calm front... ;D
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Post by stormcat on Jul 16, 2007 22:18:04 GMT -5
Star Date 07-16-07 Another hectic week. The medical malpractice lawsuit has been pushed back until Jan. or Feb. *sigh* I'm feeling very disrespected by my family. *sigh* My little orphan kitten is doing great, he gets alittle better looking everyday. It rained today again, at least we had 5 days since the last rain. I've been sharing my Grapes with the butterflys, and the Figs with the birds. I think I need a week or two off to regenerate, I'm feeling mighty low. Well no one cares.
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Post by stormcat on Jul 31, 2007 22:25:39 GMT -5
Star Date 07-31-07 Last day of the seventh month, two weeks since last blog. I'm feeling very disjointed from this site, all sites I hang at. I maybe fading from the scene for awhile, I just don't feel conected any more.....
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Post by stormcat on Aug 30, 2007 23:04:47 GMT -5
Star Date 08-30-07 III"'mmm back!!! Yes I'm feeling recharged, maybe I can start posting about my banal thoughts and feelings. I guess everyone feels down now and again. I realized what's ailing me, I've forgotten how to cry! Oh every now and again a tear slips out, but no huge sobbing outbursts. I don't know when I became so numb, it's like I have Novacain for blood. The rage is burning within me, I've got no place for it to go. ;D Hopefully this won't happen! lol or this , or even . Going to give this blogging another try.
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Post by stormcat on Sept 1, 2007 18:21:00 GMT -5
Star Date 09-01-07 Another month enters...Good news, bad about the lawsuit. They want to settle out of court, but we don't know for how much yet, we could still go to court. I'm feeling stronger then the other day, not as ornery either. Cats are eating Grasshoppers like crazy, they're enjoying their kills immensely! They're not enjoying the sudden cloudbursts though. lol Well I hope I can keep it together and blog on...>^..^<
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Post by stormcat on Sept 3, 2007 22:05:44 GMT -5
Star Date 09-03-07 Today I spent the day at my sons house. It's strange, he moved out 8 months ago, last month he bought a house. I pushed him to leave home and get his own life, he was after all 23. But seeing him settled in his own home was a final door slamming shut on my child rearing. I must have done the right things, I just don't feel like it should be over so soon. I must be a control freak, or very dominating. Maybe I'm just not ready to have this incarnation creep to an end...
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Post by stormcat on Sept 7, 2007 22:05:42 GMT -5
Star Date 09-07-07 Well another family crisis avoided. My sister called to say my brother was admitted to the hosp. with a possible Stroke. Well fortunately it turned out to be a Pinched Nerve in his neck. He was upset when I called because he thought he was going to be permanently paralyzed. He tried to lay a guilt trip on my daughter when she called, so I was ready. I deftly avoided all confrontational conversations, it wasn't easy. He tried, yes he did. I'm trying to get over this guilt I feel with my family. I'm not their Mom, I don't owe them anything.
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Post by stormcat on Sept 9, 2007 20:50:41 GMT -5
Star Date 09-09-07 When it rains it pours. My daughter had to go to the ER this morning. She hurt her back 2 months ago and has been on disability. She fell out in the babies room this AM, had to go by ambulance to the hosp. Diagnosis was, over working of her injured back. She went home after 6 hours in the ER. I don't know people are dropping around me like flies! I'd better say some protection spells for me and my husband. >^..^<
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Post by stormcat on Oct 1, 2007 15:31:53 GMT -5
Star Date 10-01-07 Been a long time since posting. It's my favoritist time of year! I'm on the count down to Samhain! You can have X-mas and Thanksgiving, but give me Samhain. I remembered as a child the cold air rushing in my mask, the frantic race to get to as many houses as I could before 9 pm. I was fueled by all the candy I'd been eating, secretly. The parents didn't want us eating to much sugar in a three hour period. Then they doled it out to us over a 2 week span. >:(That freedom I felt, has never come back to me, in my adult life. Sad isn't it, we're confined to perfect trust and happiness for such a short time in our lives. Long live Samhain, Halloween, All Saints Eve, whatever you call it.
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Post by stormcat on Oct 5, 2007 22:57:10 GMT -5
Star Date 10-05-07 Continue in high spirits! Last night we went and watched Fire Dancers...OOOH. Yeah they were great, we were so close we could feel the heat from the flames. It was a performance done first Thurs. every month. My daughter wants to go Nov. 1, to watch the next show. I just hope she doesn't get it into her head to join the group. Fire and flames are not what we need!!!
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