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Post by stormcat on Jan 24, 2007 9:41:44 GMT -5
I've been thinking alot about you going to see your Dad. That was an act of a mature person, I'm not sure at my great age I could've done it. Sorry you had your Mom for such a short time. The anniversary of my Moms death is coming on 1/27, it's been 4 years. I've been trying to rationalize why it happened. Maybe someday I'll be at peace about it. Ek fluff up your fur and move on, as far as you're comfortable.>^..^<
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 24, 2007 11:23:49 GMT -5
again, thank you. it seems like i should still be able to call my mom, or go see her. even though its been 12 years. i have lost many dear and close loved ones, but it is still hard to accept the loss of her. i want her to see my babies, play with them, and tell silly "tiffy" stories. it doesnt help that i look exactly like her, except i am short where as she was tall. i had a person stop me in walmart just about 2 weeks ago, just to tell me how "creepy" it was that i looked like her. i was like thanks? how do you think i feel when i look in the mirror? i have come to realize that i have lived my whole life trying to not make the same mistakes my mother did. it is exhausting.
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Post by stormcat on Jan 25, 2007 9:04:58 GMT -5
You know what's funny? I look like my mom, my oldest daughter looks like me and my oldest grandaughter looks like me! My new grandson looks like his older sister. We all have a strong resemblance, I wonder why no one looks like my grandma? All of us women have been strong and independent too. That's what gets us into trouble! Next time someone says it's creepy how much you look like your Mom(which was stupid) say "thanks", you don't look like anybody in your family, are you adopted? Stupid is as stupid does! Heehee >^..^<
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 25, 2007 10:34:41 GMT -5
LOL, i will do that. i bravely put up her picture up. it sits where i can see it everyday. it is a great picture. i love looking at it, even as bittersweet as it is.
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 25, 2007 14:21:00 GMT -5
welp' its my birthday and its been a odd day to say the least. lots going on. but hey its going by fast! who knew that turning 25 would feel.......... like...........um............well i havent got any twenty-five year old thoughts yet. when i do i will post them. they will most likely be more wise than the previous ones of twenty-four..........
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 25, 2007 17:25:05 GMT -5
i might take on a new name, i have had evilkitty for many many years.
i was thinking Glenna Eithne....
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Post by wiccafairey on Jan 25, 2007 18:43:59 GMT -5
just let us know. its been six years for my sister. sent an add me to your myspace
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 26, 2007 1:06:54 GMT -5
i think i added you, or rather i put a add request in? LOL i screw up sometimes!
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Post by Der Trommler on Jan 26, 2007 22:26:02 GMT -5
It's been 14 years of my father's passing. He died suddenly but I think he knew it was his time. He made out a life insurance not too much earlier than his death. He gave half the money to us kids & half to my mom....Problem is that my mom resents us kids for it. She harbors way too much resentment for many things. One thing I learned from my father. The other is ancestry. He never told me, just gave me an heirloom. It was a book of Robert Burns works given to him by his father. That will always be with me. You are a rock EK. Plain & simple. I really admire the strength you have.
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 27, 2007 11:26:50 GMT -5
wow, simply wow. that really means a lot! if i say anymore i think i might cry.... and that would not be good....
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 27, 2007 11:28:13 GMT -5
in other news......
my little sister desiree has been taken from me. i cannot elaborate at this point. her mother is a monster. i am doing what i can to get custody of her. i am to sad really to talk about this. i will post about it later.
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Post by stormcat on Jan 27, 2007 11:38:42 GMT -5
When it rains it pours! Hope things go your way concerning your sis. Have a nice Party!>^..^<
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 29, 2007 9:57:00 GMT -5
i did!
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Post by KittyLane on Jan 31, 2007 21:25:32 GMT -5
its been a few days since i had a moment to blog. lots of stuff happening. good and not so good!
~as for my sis, i worry about her. she is depressed. i am doing all i can for her. i hope that is enough.
~~for all the other in my life, well its pretty good. i have talked with my dad and honestly it is great. it is good to have someone to talk to that knows your history. knows all those childhood stories, etc. we are taking it day by day, and i am comfortable with that.
~~~my boys: well tyler is getting more and more grown up by the minute! lol. he told me he wanted nuggets, fries and ketchup for supper. he really cracked me up! lol. jordan, has discovered he really loves baby cereal. i introduced oatmeal and he loves it. loves it in his eyes, in his nose, and in his hair! LOL. he is sleeping better with having 3 meals a day plus the milk. although today he fought me on the milk. he wanted food! lol. on saturday he rolled over for the first time! i was so excited! he has continued to do it everyday since! tyler gets excited too. he is like look mama! he rolled over! its all that simple magic of everyday that keeps me going!!!
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Post by KittyLane on Feb 1, 2007 10:03:19 GMT -5
ITS SNOWING~~~REALLY!
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