Post by KittyLane on Apr 17, 2007 21:49:10 GMT -5
Hello Blog and Blog readers.......
Been awhile since I felt like talking about anything. Things have been building and building at my house...stresses and trouble. My husband works as a truck driver, so he is gone about 6 days a week, nights too.
It is hard being at home 24/7 with no break with your children. Yes we have fun, but there is a lot of work being a mom in between. House work, selling the house, cooking, and just little things occupy my days. I usually do not leave but to do a weekly grocery run...
Well on Easter weekend I was really down sick with allergies. Plus the medications for allergy medicine just knocks me out. Any way... I was sleeping most of the weekend and letting my husband take care of the children. Apparently this was too much for him to handle. Things happened, I got upset, there were arguments... and I told him to leave. Well he had to work so he did that instead. So he was out of the house until Thursday. And even then I really did not see him long. Work again. Well I had decided to start back working on the weekends, for a little bit of spending money, and to get out of the house awhile. I started on Friday night. I was so exhilarated to get out of the house. I had fun at work, meeting new people, and seeing old friends. When I was done my friend Tiffany (ya same name) asked me if I wanted to join her in going to see a Drag Queen show, and I was like, HELL YES! So, I drank a little at her house, and drank A LOT at the bar. WOW those ladies can dance! Or maybe I was drunk...but it was so fun. I got hit on by a lot of ladies, drinks bought for me, and almost picked up by a man (who told me he could show me the difference in a man and a woman) as I was leaving. I could not believe how comfortable I was there, having fun. I am definitely going back and soon.
My problems still awaited me when I got home, but its working itself out... I am feeling a lot better. Not so dragged down by life, and not as much stress. Is it because I know I am going out on the weekends? Is it because things are out in the open now? I don't know but I do feel so much better.
I hope that people read this, because I have been so scattered when it comes to the site. I have not been posting anything, "worthwhile", and I hope I have not let anyone down. I took a close friends advice (you know who you are!) and tried just being carefree when it came to the site. I do think that helped.
Goddess Bless.
Been awhile since I felt like talking about anything. Things have been building and building at my house...stresses and trouble. My husband works as a truck driver, so he is gone about 6 days a week, nights too.
It is hard being at home 24/7 with no break with your children. Yes we have fun, but there is a lot of work being a mom in between. House work, selling the house, cooking, and just little things occupy my days. I usually do not leave but to do a weekly grocery run...
Well on Easter weekend I was really down sick with allergies. Plus the medications for allergy medicine just knocks me out. Any way... I was sleeping most of the weekend and letting my husband take care of the children. Apparently this was too much for him to handle. Things happened, I got upset, there were arguments... and I told him to leave. Well he had to work so he did that instead. So he was out of the house until Thursday. And even then I really did not see him long. Work again. Well I had decided to start back working on the weekends, for a little bit of spending money, and to get out of the house awhile. I started on Friday night. I was so exhilarated to get out of the house. I had fun at work, meeting new people, and seeing old friends. When I was done my friend Tiffany (ya same name) asked me if I wanted to join her in going to see a Drag Queen show, and I was like, HELL YES! So, I drank a little at her house, and drank A LOT at the bar. WOW those ladies can dance! Or maybe I was drunk...but it was so fun. I got hit on by a lot of ladies, drinks bought for me, and almost picked up by a man (who told me he could show me the difference in a man and a woman) as I was leaving. I could not believe how comfortable I was there, having fun. I am definitely going back and soon.
My problems still awaited me when I got home, but its working itself out... I am feeling a lot better. Not so dragged down by life, and not as much stress. Is it because I know I am going out on the weekends? Is it because things are out in the open now? I don't know but I do feel so much better.
I hope that people read this, because I have been so scattered when it comes to the site. I have not been posting anything, "worthwhile", and I hope I have not let anyone down. I took a close friends advice (you know who you are!) and tried just being carefree when it came to the site. I do think that helped.
Goddess Bless.