Pel
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Apr 6, 2006 0:56:55 GMT -5
Post by Pel on Apr 6, 2006 0:56:55 GMT -5
I had a wonderful dream last night (that'd be Tuesday night beginning the 4th and ending on the morning of the 5th). Well it was about this girl ...
She was the only girl I've ever loved. I know that I'm barely over 2 decades old, but I know that it's love. I fell in love with her when I was 14 (wow, I just realized it's been 7 years ...). It was a high-school, so I thought it had to be just a crush. I even called it an infatuation. But there was something I felt that I couldn't explain. It was like an understanding. I felt that there was no one else for me but her and believed she felt the same way about me. Even when we dated other people, it was like she and I were still together. We still saw each other and behaved like couples behaved. It was weird. I haven't spoken to her in 2 years, but I know that I'm going to propose to her one day, probably within the next 2 or 3 years. I need to get myself settled and in a decent position in my life first.
Well, the dream: the details are fuzzy since a day has passed, but from what I remember, she had just come back into town. We were both back in Southaven, MS where we grew up. We immediately fell into our own secret arrangement. It felt odd to me at first because it had been so long and I loved her so much, but within minutes I was hers again. The dream ended with her asking if I still liked her and if I wanted to see her again. Then she said she'd come back soon. I think I heard January. In the dream, I want to say it was October.
The strangest, and maybe best, aspect of this dream is how I felt when I woke up. I thought I would feel a sense of loss at having what I wanted so much dangled in front of me and then jerked away. But I felt ... grateful. It was the only time I remember of thanking God for a dream.
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Apr 6, 2006 7:23:59 GMT -5
Post by Senbecc on Apr 6, 2006 7:23:59 GMT -5
I had a wonderful dream last night (that'd be Tuesday night beginning the 4th and ending on the morning of the 5th). Well it was about this girl ... Yup! He's 21 alright!.....Ahhh good times...Good times. This is one of the nicest stories I've heard in a while, but is spookily like one of my own experiences. I won't go into that now as theres no reason to bring the party down, but I will advise you to try to keep a level head, as there are some people in the world who would take advantage of such deep feelings. Probably not this girl, since she felt the same way about you...However it does happen from time to time. I've recently met someone from a distance who I sometimes have dreams about as well, and evidently dreams of me from time to time as well...It is a good feeling to know someone cares about you other than immediate family. To meet someone with whom you share a connection that transcends the physical is nothing short of a miracle, and I sincerely hope thats what you've found here. ;D As I've said many times, spirit flows in upon it's self as the present flows into the future. It seems entirely possible from the sound of the dream that the two of you connected once again on an "astral" level. If two spirits are "mates" then this may have been her (and yours as it "takes two to tango") spirit's way of announcing to you that your wait for her is nearly over. Sometimes the Gods like to test people, to make sure they really want what they think they want, and to see that they truly appreciate it when they get it.
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Apr 6, 2006 8:14:52 GMT -5
Post by KittyLane on Apr 6, 2006 8:14:52 GMT -5
girls are very dangerous. so are boys. we do cruel and delightful things to one another. it is always wise to step back from the situation and take a breath, and another perspective.
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Apr 6, 2006 9:40:11 GMT -5
Post by Newlyn on Apr 6, 2006 9:40:11 GMT -5
I love what you said, Shrek and I totally agree. I think I am in love with love!
I do think that Pel and this woman have a connection that transcends the physical. Christians call it a "soul tie".
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Apr 6, 2006 10:11:53 GMT -5
Post by Newlyn on Apr 6, 2006 10:11:53 GMT -5
Here's some additional information on Soul Ties. I'm assuming you have some Christian leanings since you speak of Thanking God. No judgement on my part - I'm right there with you. A soul tie is the knitting together of two souls that can either bring tremendous blessings in a Godly relationship or tremendous destruction when made with the wrong persons.
A soul tie in the Bible can be described not only by the word knit, but also by the word cleave, which means to bring close together, follow close after, be attached to someone, or adhere to one another as with glue. I got this info from be4prayer.com
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Apr 6, 2006 12:58:30 GMT -5
Post by moonwind333 on Apr 6, 2006 12:58:30 GMT -5
Take it slowly, Pel, but definitely go for it! If you don't you will never know and may kick yourself in the buttox for the next few decades! It has been a while, so you will have to get to know each other again, but stay open to the potential!
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Pel
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Apr 6, 2006 18:44:03 GMT -5
Post by Pel on Apr 6, 2006 18:44:03 GMT -5
wow that's a lot more insight than I expected. Maybe both of you are right, Senbecc and Newlyn, maybe she and I are connected somehow. I don't feel like she could ever hurt me. I know it's not plausible to believe that a person will NEVER hurt you, but it's odd. It's kind of like waking up on a Saturday with the sun peeking through the blinds; you're lying in a warm bed, listening to birds just outside your window, and you know that you have nothing to do all day. So even though I know that she actually could hurt me, I just feel like she couldn't. I let go of worrying about things like that when I'm with her. (look at me babbling on about this girl ...) EK and moonwind, don't worry, I'm taking it slowly. I'm giving myself time to step back and look at it from another perspective. I will say that it's been hard to see it any other way these past few days, but I can wait until things become clearer. It's already been 7 years and my feelings for her haven't changed at all.
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Apr 6, 2006 21:49:07 GMT -5
Post by Sojrn on Apr 6, 2006 21:49:07 GMT -5
I had a wonderful dream last night (that'd be Tuesday night beginning the 4th and ending on the morning of the 5th). Well it was about this girl ... She was the only girl I've ever loved. I know that I'm barely over 2 decades old, but I know that it's love. I fell in love with her when I was 14 (wow, I just realized it's been 7 years ...). It was a high-school, so I thought it had to be just a crush. I even called it an infatuation. But there was something I felt that I couldn't explain. It was like an understanding. I felt that there was no one else for me but her and believed she felt the same way about me. Even when we dated other people, it was like she and I were still together. We still saw each other and behaved like couples behaved. It was weird. I haven't spoken to her in 2 years, but I know that I'm going to propose to her one day, probably within the next 2 or 3 years. I need to get myself settled and in a decent position in my life first. Well, the dream: the details are fuzzy since a day has passed, but from what I remember, she had just come back into town. We were both back in Southaven, MS where we grew up. We immediately fell into our own secret arrangement. It felt odd to me at first because it had been so long and I loved her so much, but within minutes I was hers again. The dream ended with her asking if I still liked her and if I wanted to see her again. Then she said she'd come back soon. I think I heard January. In the dream, I want to say it was October. The strangest, and maybe best, aspect of this dream is how I felt when I woke up. I thought I would feel a sense of loss at having what I wanted so much dangled in front of me and then jerked away. But I felt ... grateful. It was the only time I remember of thanking God for a dream. Haven't spoken in 2 years? Maybe your dream was a wake-up call not to wait around much longer or she may be swept away by someone else.
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Pel
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Some are born to move the world
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Apr 7, 2006 3:03:24 GMT -5
Post by Pel on Apr 7, 2006 3:03:24 GMT -5
You're right, maybe it's time I got in touch with her somehow. As I was turning off the radio tonight to finally go to sleep, this song came on that starts out, "what are you waiting for if not for me?" Maybe it's a coincidence, but it got to me nonetheless.
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Apr 7, 2006 9:13:22 GMT -5
Post by KittyLane on Apr 7, 2006 9:13:22 GMT -5
EK and moonwind, don't worry, I'm taking it slowly. I'm giving myself time to step back and look at it from another perspective. I will say that it's been hard to see it any other way these past few days, but I can wait until things become clearer. It's already been 7 years and my feelings for her haven't changed at all. well then all i can say is, good luck! and dont forget how young you are. this is coming from a 24 year old.
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Apr 7, 2006 10:00:13 GMT -5
Post by Newlyn on Apr 7, 2006 10:00:13 GMT -5
I also wanted to mention that a soul tie doesn't have to mean something romantic. Sometimes it's something comforting, like a dear friend or sister-like relationship.
Get in touch. Talk to her. See where you're at with this person.
Blessings to both of you!
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