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Post by Wolf on Dec 21, 2007 9:16:17 GMT -5
how come everyone else understands but the one person i need to understand doesnt?? Mel (coreys ex) has gone to hospital. she's 2 or 3 cms dilated and getting bad pains plus today is her due date. it feels like my heart is in my stomache. the doctors told her that she wouldnt ever be able to have children and now she gets this huge miracle.. she gets what she always wanted. i'm trying so hard to be happy for her. but it's just so unfair. i dont see what i could have done to deserve this..
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Post by Wolf on Dec 22, 2007 1:31:25 GMT -5
yep she had her baby boy this morning at 6:30.. all i could do was cry. i dunno what to do. i'm just not coping.
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Post by Senbecc on Dec 22, 2007 15:19:11 GMT -5
yep she had her baby boy this morning at 6:30.. all i could do was cry. i dunno what to do. i'm just not coping. I'm supprised anyone could blame you sweety...You know we're all here for you
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Post by Lady Anastasia on Dec 22, 2007 22:10:02 GMT -5
Huggles to Wolf
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Post by Wolf on Dec 25, 2007 0:55:31 GMT -5
thanks
ive decided i want this year to be good so i'm going to start it off positive. not bitter. its going to be extremely hard but i need to let go of my fears. and let go of charlie. make for myself a fresh beginning. even if i have to do the unthinkable.. at least try to be friends with mel. and her boy hunter.
wish me luck..
oh, and happy christmas and new year everyone..
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Post by stormcat on Dec 29, 2007 22:24:59 GMT -5
My dear Wolf, I'm sorry you're having so much to deal with. I truly hope the New Year is happier, and you can let go of some of your pain. This is a life lesson, you can figure out what's expected of you. Hope you can come to terms with the Ex. I hope you find peace, and start a fresh. Your friend, stormie
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Post by Wolf on Dec 30, 2007 8:51:29 GMT -5
my making friends with the ex is not going as well as i expected.. i bolted.. the only time ive been able to even glimpse the baby was last night when i was so drunk i could only see a pink blur.. i wish i was a better person. i wish i could do this.
hopefully my new year will be better.. am going to visit a friend and catch up on some goss.. i think this break is well needed right now..
hope everyone has the best new year and good luck with new year resolutions..
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Post by Lady Anastasia on Dec 30, 2007 12:57:57 GMT -5
my making friends with the ex is not going as well as i expected.. i bolted.. the only time ive been able to even glimpse the baby was last night when i was so drunk i could only see a pink blur.. i wish i was a better person. i wish i could do this. hopefully my new year will be better.. am going to visit a friend and catch up on some goss.. i think this break is well needed right now.. hope everyone has the best new year and good luck with new year resolutions.. You're not a bad person, you need to give yourself a bit more time.
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Post by Wolf on Jan 4, 2008 3:54:49 GMT -5
thanks for believeing in me.. i'm doin a lot better now.. the new year started off good. and i get good luck all year cos the first butterfly i saw in 2008 was white! yay! good luck at last! things have been going good. corey and i are even talking about when we're going to try for another baby. corey and i havent had any kind of fight for weeks now. i just hope all this good luck holds up..
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Post by stormcat on Jan 8, 2008 9:56:51 GMT -5
Please take it slow Wolf, don't rush another baby. Your body needs to heal, so does your Soul. I hope you're still doing well, I saw a moth:( You're lucky you saw a Butterfly. No New Year resolutions here, I don't ever succeed with them. Bye sweet girl.
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Post by Wolf on Jan 14, 2008 8:11:15 GMT -5
Yeah we are going to take it slow.. i've got a doctors appointment to go on the pill next week. i really dont want to cos contraception makes me fat.. lol. we're planning on waiting for a year or so. guess what?! i'm getting a snake within the next few weeks!! another spotted! i cant remember if i already told you or not so sorry if i have.. hmm, i wonder what a moth means... i hope its good.. um, i may not be online as often anymore.. i'm having a hard time getting on.. =( anyways i have to go.. love always wolf
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Post by Senbecc on Jan 14, 2008 18:20:41 GMT -5
Yeah we are going to take it slow.. i've got a doctors appointment to go on the pill next week. i really dont want to cos contraception makes me fat.. lol. we're planning on waiting for a year or so. guess what?! i'm getting a snake within the next few weeks!! another spotted! i cant remember if i already told you or not so sorry if i have.. hmm, i wonder what a moth means... i hope its good.. um, i may not be online as often anymore.. i'm having a hard time getting on.. =( anyways i have to go.. love always wolf Well, your spirits seem to have risen quite a bit Wolfy girl, and that makes me happy. I'm sorry that we may not be seeing as much of you anymore, you will be sorely missed in your absences. We love you Wolf, come n see us when you can.
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Post by stormcat on Jan 19, 2008 23:34:40 GMT -5
Moths are those pests that eat clothes! Luckily he was outside not in my house. Good days to you Wolf, I've got to go to work! XXXXX >^..^<
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Post by Marcus on Jan 20, 2008 19:12:09 GMT -5
Keep strong Emily. You are in our thoughts!
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Post by Wolf on Jan 21, 2008 9:31:22 GMT -5
I managed to get on the comp for a bit! Stormcat, some moths are really beautiful.. And Marcus, why is you not doing all the fun things i'm sending you on bebo?? Did you see that i tagged you? My spirits are a little higher.. i guess anyways.. just tryin to not drag everyone down with me lol.
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