Post by KittyLane on May 19, 2007 8:56:40 GMT -5
Why did you pick your handle?
A few reasons; when I was a teenager, I felt like I was born in the wrong body, that someone made a mistake, that I was supposed to be a wolf; I know now, I had not yet integrated my
animal soul. This became a long process of integration, over many
years, culminating with me being gifted with two wolves, by a Lakota Shaman, which I had to give up 2 1/2 years later, during a housing search...tore my heart.
However, during the integration process, I ended up, while living in the mountains, running thru the woods, at night, howling at the moon, and truly felt wolflike...When someone physically attacked me, on the street, one day, I "came to", on top of him, on all fours, with my teeth, at his throat...Well, as you can imagine, in modern society, that is not what most people see as a valid response...I am now the first person, in the United States,
getting disability, for lycanthropia...being a wolf.
Now, Wolf, is the teacher/learner, in many older cultures, and is my totem, and medicine animal; I have always cared about others, and protected others, from those who were attacking, if they did not start the battle, whether physical, psychological, or
psychic, and I am a strong alpha male, personality, (though with a womansoul ), so the Blackwolf, is symbolic of that energy; A protector, of the pack.
Two final reasons, for my name; I work with the 29 Rune system of Freya, the Goddess Runes, which, as as larger system, eat/absorb the 24 Rune system of Odin, at the end of this time cycle...Thus, I represent, the Blackwolf, Fenris, in mythology.
Lastly, I am revealing "Hidden Tradition" , similar to the unseen, black body radiation, of the Universe, being brought forward, into manifestation; this be me image, and energy.
What path do you follow?
I am a Wieckaan Druid, and Wietch, of the Paleolithic Faery Tradition.
How long have you been following it?
About 12 years, deeper, and deeper. ( But it follows me too)
Does it affect your everyday life?
It is my everyday life. I am no different, from my path.(Closet,what closet? )
How do you integrate your beliefs in your daily life?
With every word, every action,every breath, and every thought.
Has Pagan Mystics influenced your life?
Excuse me, I had to laugh, for a moment...Let's see... Since I came
and joined, I have made friends, been challenged, been attacked, by two interesting characters, been defended, been praised,and even learned some new things. Yes, I guess, I could answer affirmative. ( Oh, yes...been lovingly teased...Fun, fun )
What is your current occupation?
I am a Teacher, of my Tradition, which includes Faery Tongue, and Runic Throat Singing, as well the study, and application, of the Runic-Obri Language, in both mental realms,and mgieckal practice.
I have been working on a book, for many years, which now has
reached 8,000 pages, of hand written script, mainly diagrams,
Kcebeallaistic-Qabalistic formulas,speells, and mgieckal practices.
What would be your dream job?
I am almost living it fully. I will address that, more,with future dreams.
What did you want to be?
Three parts, here:
1. Whatever I could become, to the best of my ability.it was the way I was raised.
2. Well, when I was young, I read...No, I mean, I READ...Seven to ten books a week, hauling stacks, and oversized books home, from school, and the library... Three sets of encyclopedias, by the time I was eleven...My question was WHY? I was reading mythology, and Jules Verne, at seven, reading newspapers, magazines, Science books, comic books, cookbooks, it didn't
matter...I wanted to know! and then, I found books, on the Grail.
That did it...I wanted, from the time, I was young, to find the Grail,
to heal the wounded land...Still do.
3.As I got a little older, and stopped going to church; told my parents they could beat me, which they didn't, but I was not going, to a hypocritical place, and praying to somebody who let people hurt each other in the world; It was then, I wanted to be the God of my own Universe...I think I was eleven.
Dreams for the future?
Finish the book , publish it, go on lecture/performance tours, help
people, in the best way I can, start an Institute of Faery Mgieck,
share it all with a intelligent, loving, caring, faithful, beautiful, and
deliciously decadent, sensual Goddess, incarnate in a Woman;
O, and leave a legacy, of at least one human being, whose life, I might have touched in a way, which would change them to be a better person, and have that passed down the line.
What was your favorite childhood game?
Scrabble ( Of course ! ) Blackwolf Love Words!
O, and spinning around in circles, until I went someplace else...
If you could have any animal, as a pet, what would it be?
I do not believe in pets...I protested, by myself, a pet parade, walking around, asking "pets", if they wanted to put their owners on the leashes, I was carrying...Some people got it, and were not there the next year. Animal companions...Two...A blackwolf, and a raven. They are a symbiotic pair.
What five words would your friends use to descibe you/ what five words would you use?
1.conundrum, mystery,strange, wierd, wordy
2.interesting, undecypherable, caring, perservering, magnetic
What do you do to relax?
Stop thinking...Which, as me past lady friends, have said to me, is only possible, for me, with Good Stout, Good Herb, or, in the arms, of a Good Woman...
What is your favorite date/night out?
( Okay, Blackwolf,keep it clean ) Ahem...Let's see...We start, around eleven, in the morning...A walk through the woods, or beach, along the cliffs, with the surging beat of the waves...
A romantic picnic, in nature...Then, take my date shopping, whether thrift store, bookstore, lingerie shop...her choice...back to my house, where I cook her dinner, with good beer, or fine wine...Feed her chocolates, massage her feet...Then off to dance,
and party, until she wants to come back to my place...where she walks into the bedroom, and finds it covered with rose petals...
And we make mad, insane, sensual, wild, gentle, decadent, connective, tantric love, all night long...That good enough?
How do you express yourself?
Well, I think we can start, with words...Poetry...I draw, little, otherworld beings...I make medicine pieces...I sculpt unseen energy...
What is it, specifically, that you have the hardest time with, as far as your path is concerned?
Having people believe, that just maybe, somebody has the answers, they are looking for, but refuse to believe it could be somebody, like me...The worst, I have found, even more than the Christians, and this is the sad part, is the white Pagan community... No slight to anybody here, just the truth...ethnic people, especially those, born, and raised in other cultures, have had no problem, in general, with me saying what I know...I have been welcomed, into their lives, and homes, with grace...and we have quite interesting, and open conversations...
What is your take on the "Gods" ?
Well, in quantum terms, I could say, they are boundary constraints, holding universal forces in place, and acting as interface filters, for underlying energy streams, to come into manifestation...thus, when one "Calls" on that Deity, of their choice, they are tapping that interface, and releasing potential...
Or, I could say, they are "Higher Dimensional Energy Constructs",
with Geometries that will be harmonious, or disharmonious, depending upon personal frequency, at the time of contact...
I could say a number of things, but normally, I say, Goddess, walks on one side of me, God, on the other...My friends...
Please add anything of interest about yourself...
There's MORE???!!! No thank you, Enuff said...( and then some )
A few reasons; when I was a teenager, I felt like I was born in the wrong body, that someone made a mistake, that I was supposed to be a wolf; I know now, I had not yet integrated my
animal soul. This became a long process of integration, over many
years, culminating with me being gifted with two wolves, by a Lakota Shaman, which I had to give up 2 1/2 years later, during a housing search...tore my heart.
However, during the integration process, I ended up, while living in the mountains, running thru the woods, at night, howling at the moon, and truly felt wolflike...When someone physically attacked me, on the street, one day, I "came to", on top of him, on all fours, with my teeth, at his throat...Well, as you can imagine, in modern society, that is not what most people see as a valid response...I am now the first person, in the United States,
getting disability, for lycanthropia...being a wolf.
Now, Wolf, is the teacher/learner, in many older cultures, and is my totem, and medicine animal; I have always cared about others, and protected others, from those who were attacking, if they did not start the battle, whether physical, psychological, or
psychic, and I am a strong alpha male, personality, (though with a womansoul ), so the Blackwolf, is symbolic of that energy; A protector, of the pack.
Two final reasons, for my name; I work with the 29 Rune system of Freya, the Goddess Runes, which, as as larger system, eat/absorb the 24 Rune system of Odin, at the end of this time cycle...Thus, I represent, the Blackwolf, Fenris, in mythology.
Lastly, I am revealing "Hidden Tradition" , similar to the unseen, black body radiation, of the Universe, being brought forward, into manifestation; this be me image, and energy.
What path do you follow?
I am a Wieckaan Druid, and Wietch, of the Paleolithic Faery Tradition.
How long have you been following it?
About 12 years, deeper, and deeper. ( But it follows me too)
Does it affect your everyday life?
It is my everyday life. I am no different, from my path.(Closet,what closet? )
How do you integrate your beliefs in your daily life?
With every word, every action,every breath, and every thought.
Has Pagan Mystics influenced your life?
Excuse me, I had to laugh, for a moment...Let's see... Since I came
and joined, I have made friends, been challenged, been attacked, by two interesting characters, been defended, been praised,and even learned some new things. Yes, I guess, I could answer affirmative. ( Oh, yes...been lovingly teased...Fun, fun )
What is your current occupation?
I am a Teacher, of my Tradition, which includes Faery Tongue, and Runic Throat Singing, as well the study, and application, of the Runic-Obri Language, in both mental realms,and mgieckal practice.
I have been working on a book, for many years, which now has
reached 8,000 pages, of hand written script, mainly diagrams,
Kcebeallaistic-Qabalistic formulas,speells, and mgieckal practices.
What would be your dream job?
I am almost living it fully. I will address that, more,with future dreams.
What did you want to be?
Three parts, here:
1. Whatever I could become, to the best of my ability.it was the way I was raised.
2. Well, when I was young, I read...No, I mean, I READ...Seven to ten books a week, hauling stacks, and oversized books home, from school, and the library... Three sets of encyclopedias, by the time I was eleven...My question was WHY? I was reading mythology, and Jules Verne, at seven, reading newspapers, magazines, Science books, comic books, cookbooks, it didn't
matter...I wanted to know! and then, I found books, on the Grail.
That did it...I wanted, from the time, I was young, to find the Grail,
to heal the wounded land...Still do.
3.As I got a little older, and stopped going to church; told my parents they could beat me, which they didn't, but I was not going, to a hypocritical place, and praying to somebody who let people hurt each other in the world; It was then, I wanted to be the God of my own Universe...I think I was eleven.
Dreams for the future?
Finish the book , publish it, go on lecture/performance tours, help
people, in the best way I can, start an Institute of Faery Mgieck,
share it all with a intelligent, loving, caring, faithful, beautiful, and
deliciously decadent, sensual Goddess, incarnate in a Woman;
O, and leave a legacy, of at least one human being, whose life, I might have touched in a way, which would change them to be a better person, and have that passed down the line.
What was your favorite childhood game?
Scrabble ( Of course ! ) Blackwolf Love Words!
O, and spinning around in circles, until I went someplace else...
If you could have any animal, as a pet, what would it be?
I do not believe in pets...I protested, by myself, a pet parade, walking around, asking "pets", if they wanted to put their owners on the leashes, I was carrying...Some people got it, and were not there the next year. Animal companions...Two...A blackwolf, and a raven. They are a symbiotic pair.
What five words would your friends use to descibe you/ what five words would you use?
1.conundrum, mystery,strange, wierd, wordy
2.interesting, undecypherable, caring, perservering, magnetic
What do you do to relax?
Stop thinking...Which, as me past lady friends, have said to me, is only possible, for me, with Good Stout, Good Herb, or, in the arms, of a Good Woman...
What is your favorite date/night out?
( Okay, Blackwolf,keep it clean ) Ahem...Let's see...We start, around eleven, in the morning...A walk through the woods, or beach, along the cliffs, with the surging beat of the waves...
A romantic picnic, in nature...Then, take my date shopping, whether thrift store, bookstore, lingerie shop...her choice...back to my house, where I cook her dinner, with good beer, or fine wine...Feed her chocolates, massage her feet...Then off to dance,
and party, until she wants to come back to my place...where she walks into the bedroom, and finds it covered with rose petals...
And we make mad, insane, sensual, wild, gentle, decadent, connective, tantric love, all night long...That good enough?
How do you express yourself?
Well, I think we can start, with words...Poetry...I draw, little, otherworld beings...I make medicine pieces...I sculpt unseen energy...
What is it, specifically, that you have the hardest time with, as far as your path is concerned?
Having people believe, that just maybe, somebody has the answers, they are looking for, but refuse to believe it could be somebody, like me...The worst, I have found, even more than the Christians, and this is the sad part, is the white Pagan community... No slight to anybody here, just the truth...ethnic people, especially those, born, and raised in other cultures, have had no problem, in general, with me saying what I know...I have been welcomed, into their lives, and homes, with grace...and we have quite interesting, and open conversations...
What is your take on the "Gods" ?
Well, in quantum terms, I could say, they are boundary constraints, holding universal forces in place, and acting as interface filters, for underlying energy streams, to come into manifestation...thus, when one "Calls" on that Deity, of their choice, they are tapping that interface, and releasing potential...
Or, I could say, they are "Higher Dimensional Energy Constructs",
with Geometries that will be harmonious, or disharmonious, depending upon personal frequency, at the time of contact...
I could say a number of things, but normally, I say, Goddess, walks on one side of me, God, on the other...My friends...
Please add anything of interest about yourself...
There's MORE???!!! No thank you, Enuff said...( and then some )