Post by Silver on Nov 10, 2006 12:25:25 GMT -5
Good Morning
My thought this morning was inspired by by a friend.
I sometimes wonder just how peope see me, well this morning I got the feeling that they really dont see ME at all.
I got a reply this morning from a message I had sent to a friend, well funny thing in this reply, they thought they were talking to someone else apparently, for I was thanked but with someone elses name.
Now I didnt get mad about this, due to the fact that my friends been going through a lot, but it did make me think about how people see me.
and now I wonder if , I will always be someone who can easily be called someone else , an after thought if you will.
I know this post may sound whiny and selfish but it isnt really, It just struck me as Ironic that with all the changes that I have gone through lately and how I thought I had finally come into my own, it seems , well to my mind at least that maybe I havent gotten where I need to be yet , to make a difference.
So for the moment my friends, I think maybe I am not ready for the honor that was bestowed on my by our Lord and his many right hand aids, of this column.
In the begining I made the comment that I hoped over time, I would make you laugh, cry, smile , and think.
I have had a few good responses so far, but I really believe that maybe the time for me here isnt at hand just yet.
Maybe I need to do more study, or meditating, or maybe I just need to figure out who this new me is and how people will see me as I grow and learn.
I will still be popping in and out and posting now and then.
I love all of my friends here and I love this place, so I will not leave , and I will be as close as a pm if I am really needed.
So my thought for this morning is this
Does anyone ever really see who we are!
Goddess blessings to you all
SilverPhoenixSwordBarer
My thought this morning was inspired by by a friend.
I sometimes wonder just how peope see me, well this morning I got the feeling that they really dont see ME at all.
I got a reply this morning from a message I had sent to a friend, well funny thing in this reply, they thought they were talking to someone else apparently, for I was thanked but with someone elses name.
Now I didnt get mad about this, due to the fact that my friends been going through a lot, but it did make me think about how people see me.
and now I wonder if , I will always be someone who can easily be called someone else , an after thought if you will.
I know this post may sound whiny and selfish but it isnt really, It just struck me as Ironic that with all the changes that I have gone through lately and how I thought I had finally come into my own, it seems , well to my mind at least that maybe I havent gotten where I need to be yet , to make a difference.
So for the moment my friends, I think maybe I am not ready for the honor that was bestowed on my by our Lord and his many right hand aids, of this column.
In the begining I made the comment that I hoped over time, I would make you laugh, cry, smile , and think.
I have had a few good responses so far, but I really believe that maybe the time for me here isnt at hand just yet.
Maybe I need to do more study, or meditating, or maybe I just need to figure out who this new me is and how people will see me as I grow and learn.
I will still be popping in and out and posting now and then.
I love all of my friends here and I love this place, so I will not leave , and I will be as close as a pm if I am really needed.
So my thought for this morning is this
Does anyone ever really see who we are!
Goddess blessings to you all
SilverPhoenixSwordBarer