What I want, what I need and what I deserve

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What I want, what I need and what I deserve in my life!!!


This has been a question in my mind for quite a while now and I think maybe I have finally figured it out, maybe lol

I want my family and friends healthy and happy

I want to finish school and I want to write my book and get it published

I want to be successful

I want the world at peace

but all those things mean so much more, if you have someone to share them with!

I want a man to love me as much as I love him

I want a man to want and need me as much as I do him

I want the man I love to desire me so completely that he dont want anyone else and that he always want to touch me and make love to me, even though there is more to a relationship then making love.

I want to be his first thought in the morning and his last thought at night, and in his thoughts all day, like he is in mine!

I want someone to love me enough to know that little things that seem trival to him, might be really important to me and do them with out me asking him to or reminding him about it. cause if I have to ask it or remind him, then it doesnt mean the same thing to me!

I want someone to love me enough to make the self sacrifices I would make for him!

I want the one I love to come to me and talk to me when he is worried, scared or just confused, or happy.

I want to know in my heart and my head that the one I love, means what he says and knows I mean what I say!

I want the fairy tale, the best romance novel, the happy ending that doesnt end!

I know, it may seem like I want the impossible but its not impossible, and it is what I want, what I need and what I deserve in my life.

and as much as I care about someone, I wont settle for less then that kind of love that wrapps around me and always lets me know how much I am loved, with actions and with words!

I cant settle for less then the same kind of love I give, being returned to me

I have been around a few blocks in my life and have been loved and have loved and those relationships helped shape me to become who and what I am now, good and not so good. They have lead me to this place and time in my life where I wont settle for anything but the deepest , most profound love of my life!

I know that love takes timeand a relationship takes work but I do know what I want and need and deserve and that is what I will have!

I believe I have met the person I want to love the rest of my life but I wont settle for less then him feeling the same way about me!!!

[tanath]

i think it's one of the hardest things in the world to reconcile your wants, needs, and what you deserve. i haven't been able to do it yet.

there are so many things that i want. there are fewer things that i need. i don't know yet what i deserve. i know what i think i deserve. i just don't know how much of that is me being pretensious.

i hope that someday i'll be able to get the things that fall into all those catagories, and even those that only fall into two.