Post by wren on Dec 29, 2006 12:28:00 GMT -5
Hold to your own truth at the center of the image you were both with…
- David Whyte
- David Whyte
The Wanderer’s second task within the cocoon is to prepare for soul initiation: the inauguration of a new, soul-rooted identity. He must ready himself for a birth and a new home. There are two components to this second task: (1) learning and employing techniques for soul encounter, practices that will help him approach the soul and gather what he finds there, and (2) cultivating a soulful relationship to his life and to all life. We will explore here the first of these tasks.
The Wanderer’s Bag of Tools
Sometimes, without any effort on our part and when we least expect it, the soul shows up, pulls the rug of ordinary life from beneath us and showers us with its confounding radiance. We hear our true name spoken for the first time, or an angel appears and invites us to wrestle, or we awaken in the wilderness at midnight with a deer licking our forehead, or out of nowhere, God says, “Take off your shoes!” Revelation can occur without conscious preparation for the encounter. It ‘just happens’ sometimes, or at least so it seems to the everyday mind. More commonly, we must make deliberate and courageous steps in the soul’s direction, using pathways that lead to that mysterious and veiled world.
In nature-based cultures, these pathways encompass a great variety of practices, techniques, and ceremonies taught by elders to the youth of their communities. When a young person becomes socially and culturally self-reliant, when her natural curiosity emerges about the mysteries of life, the elders notice. When the time is right, the old ones uproot her from her home and take her to a place where she will prepare for initiation. The elders bring with them a bag of tools, a treasure chest of soulcraft practices. In nature-based societies, these are the most important things to learn at that time, even more important than hunting, horticultural, food preparation, or shelter building.
For contemporary teenagers, too, developing soulcraft competence is more vital to their personal development than math, science, and business know-how. Most teenagers sense this and most would prefer this knowledge. Most of their teachers, however, don’t have a clue about pathways to soul. Few of us learned these things as teens or in college. Now, in order to initiate ourselves onto our soul paths, we must have the opportunity to teach these things to our own children and grandchildren.
A Sampling of Pathways
The Wanderer is not likely to magically transform one shining day from someone who has never encountered her soul to someone who, suddenly, is an initiated adult. Rather, she will meander through a heightened time of self-discovery outfitted with a set of practices for recovering and assimilating soul qualities. Every culture has – or once had – a set of such practices. Some of the most common are:
- Dreamwork
- Deep imagery or active imagination
- The discovery, fashioning and use of symbols and sacred objects
- Self-designed ceremony (a means of conversing with the sacred Other)
- Skillful used of hallucinogenic substances within sacred ceremonies
- Symbolic artwork
- Journal work
- Fasting
- Breathwork
- Extreme physical exertion
- Yoga disciplines
- The way of council
- Trance drumming and rhythms
- Ecstatic trance dancing
- Ceremonial sweats and saunas
- The enactment of traditional ceremonies, rituals and nature festivals
- Vision questing
- Understanding and responding to signs and omens in nature
- Talking across the species boundaries (nature dialogues)
- Animal tracking and other methods of sensitive and skillful nature observation
- The telling, retelling and study of myths and other sacred stories
- Personal myth work
- Storytelling of one’s own personal journeys
- Sensitive listening and clear reflection upon others’ stories
- Sacred speech and ritual silence
- Soulful music, poetry and chanting
Several themes are common to these pathways to soul. Many practices, for example, entail the deliberate alteration of consciousness, perhaps explaining why religious historian Mircea Eliade refers to them as ‘techniques of ecstasy’ . The ordinary state of ego consciousness must be temporarily dissolved or radically shifted because the uninitiated ego is the primary obstacle to the conscious experience of soul. The encounter with soul will shake up the everyday personality’s beliefs about self and the world. That’s why a conversation with soul is not likely within the defended confines of ordinary consciousness. The conscious self must look at its own psyche from a different perspective, from a unique angle, from a position of altered awareness, like viewing earth from outer space, or returning home after a month in an exotic culture. Most soul-encounter practices induce liminal states of temporary ego dissolution that release us from the usual rules and norms of our personality and culture, opening the way to fresh observations and creative adventures.
Upon entering the second cocoon, the Wanderer has a natural and implacable thirst for these consciousness-altering knowledge and skills. If there are no elders to teach these methods, she will make her own attempts. Most un-eldered teens in Western society, for example, end up using mind-altering chemicals – including alcohol – which, outside a ceremonial context and without spiritual guidance, are unlikely to lead to successful encounters with soul, and may be physically, psychologically and spiritually harmful. Indeed, many of the soulcraft methods discussed here can be downright dangerous. Mature guidance and adequate preparation are crucial.
In addition to non-ordinary states, the pathways to soul have other common themes. Many are rooted in metaphor and symbol – dreamwork, deep imagery, ceremony, signs and omens, poetry, and art. No surprise here as symbol is the currency of imagination and imagination is the primary window to the soul.
Many pathways evoke powerful emotions. When we cross borders into mystery and move beyond our ordinary relationship to the world, we evoke experiences from which we had formerly been ‘protected’. Some terrify us. Others give rise to joys and ecstasies. Sometimes we are flooded with sadness, for losses suffered and unclaimed dreams no irretrievable. Other times we stumble into unhealed wounds and the hurt, anger, guilt, shame and grief waiting there. In every case, our emotions encountered on the descent provide the opportunity for a deeper alignment with the world and ourselves. We are never left unmoved by the encounter.
Another common theme is conversation with the Sacred Other, that exotic Other appearing as a frog or a raven, the wind or silence, a saguaro or a blade of grass, a mysterious dream image, our lover’s face in the midst of lovemaking, the voice of a goddess, a dying child, an entranced dancer, or a poem or painting. The conversation may or may not be verbal but its medium is always the intimate and authentic interaction between the conscious human self and another being from a world quite distant from our surface lives. Deeply encountering that Other changes us, as might a profound conversation with a person from a radically different culture. The Sacred Other can be found in many terrains… in dreams, deep imagery, ceremony, psychotropic plants, trance dancing, the wilds of nature, sexual ecstasies, and the great mythologies of the world. Entering the conversation with the Other ushers us to the edge of our world, where we might acquire an astonishing new perspective. The conversation invites us to think outside the box, to enter the unknown, to cross borders, to descend into the dark mysteries.
Another common thread is that pathways to soul stimulate a deep bonding, not just between people but also between humans and the other beings of nature. Bonding across the species boundaries helps us to overcome conflicts and disparities between nature and culture and within human culture itself. By deepening our identification with all life forms, with ecosystems, and with the planet herself, we begin to discover within us what has been called ‘the ecological self’ or ‘a psyche the size of the earth’ – the broader and deeper self that is a natural member of the more-than-human community.
Wandering in nature is also a common theme of soul-encounter pathways, nature being a mirror of soul (and vice versa). And, finally, story, rhythm, music, and the arts in general are regular features. Indeed, some say all arts originally arose as methods for approaching or celebrating the sacred. If you have ever felt the joy of creation of something beautiful, you can understand that belief. That something larger than yourself was at work, flowing through you.
Soul Encounter Versus Soul Initiation
Before exploring pathways to soul in detail, it is important to appreciate the distinction, only implicit so far in the discussion, that soul encounter is an experience of the mysterious image you were born with, while soul initiation is the developmental transition from psychological adolescence to true adulthood. An experience of soul encounter does not necessarily result in soul initiation and soul initiation does not necessarily occur at the exact moment of a soul encounter.
During a soul encounter, you glimpse one or more features of your soul image. This image can be multi-faceted and complex like an elaborate tapestry that has many sub-images. Woven into the fabric of the image is a mysterious symbol that holds within it the secrets of your life purpose. Through one or more soul encounters, you learn about that symbol and how it reflects your unique soul qualities or core powers, the gift you were born to carry to others. The fact you have your particular soul qualities, and not others, is the truth at the center of the image you were born with.
Imagine your soul as a beautiful, rare, priceless and completely unique jewel. Your soul encounters are glimpses of the facets of that jewel, not necessarily the jewel as a whole. You begin to see and, on some deeper level, understand, there is more to the soul than these first glimpses. Each encounter shows and teaches you more of just who you are.
Soul encounters are rare before our mid- to late-teens but there is no reason they cannot occur in earliest childhood. Soul encounters also happen after soul initiation; there is always more to learn about our soul and our soul powers. You may glimpse your own soul image only once in a lifetime, or you might observe it, and variations of it, many times. You might encounter somewhat different images on different occasions… different facts of that jewel. Each new encounter elaborates on the previous ones, offering further differentiation, clarification or extension. The soul image is most commonly experienced visually – as we are especially sight-oriented beings – but, for many people, the image is auditory, kinesthetic or emotional. The image might occur as a sensation in our body, a song you hear with every cell, or a powerful feeling coursing through you. You may or may not be able to put it into words. The image might be an inner one (like a dream image or one from your waking imagination) or something you perceive in the outer world. Sometimes it combines both imagination and sensing. Often we simply don’t know whether it is inner, outer, or both.
Each person’s soul image is as unique and mysterious as his or her destiny. One person may carry within her the image of a sacred chalice from which others may drink. Others have discovered their gift is to journey through darkness bearing light; to stand at the edge of the waters and help those who are ready to cross; to bring the power of healing hands to the world; to shine the light of the north; to sing the song that calls the Divine Beloved; to be for others a glistening web over waters; to mirror the hearts of others; to walk rainbows; to stalk the heart like a wolf; to sing the songs of the soul; to offer the compassion, courage, and wisdom of a strong and nurturing tree; to be the gift of a sparking heart; or to echo the cry of the earth.
In contrast to soul encounter, soul initiation refers to that extraordinary moment in life when we cross over from psychological adolescence to true adulthood, from our first adulthood to our second. At that moment, our everyday life becomes firmly rooted in the purposes of the soul. The embodiment of our soul powers becomes as high a priority in living as any other. But it’s not so much that we choose at that moment to make soul embodiment a top priority; it’s more as if the soul commands us to that task and we assent.
In the Western culture, we need to be careful of the word ‘initiation’. Many people associate it with elitism, secret societies, flaky or nefarious cults, and oppressive, hierarchical organizations. For some people, the word evokes, on one hand, a sense of their own inadequacy (if they have not undergone an initiatory experience and believe they ought to have done so) and, on the other hand, suspicions of arrogance or ego inflation on the part of those who participate in initiatory rites. Due to its considerable charge, it may be best to avoid public declarations of being initiated. Soul initiation is not something to be worn like a badge or a status symbol; it is to be quietly embodied through a life of soulful service.
Soul initiation transforms our lives by the power of the truth at the center of our soul image. Embracing that truth results in a radical simplification of our lives. Activities and relationships not supportive of our soul purpose begin to fall away. Our former agendas are discarded, half-completed projects abandoned. Many old problems are not solved but outgrown. Old ways of presenting and defending ourselves become less appealing and less necessary.
At soul initiation, our lives are changed forever, irreversibly. We have, in effect, understood a certain truth and have made the sort of promise of it will ‘kill you to break’…
By the lake in the wood
In the shadows
You can
Whisper that truth
To the quiet reflection
You see in the water.
Whatever you hear from
The water, remember,
It wants you to carry
The sound of its truth on your lips.
Remember
In this place
No one can hear you
And out of the silence
You can make a promise
It will kill you to break,
That way you’ll find
What is real and what is not…
It is possible your soul initiation will occur during soul encounter, one so profound that it fundamentally changes your sense of what your life is about, and so clear that you see right away how to translate it into action and a life of service. More typically, however, soul initiation occurs at some moment other than a soul encounter. You might wake up one morning and recognize that your old priorities have been superseded by new, soul-centered values, as if a profound but gradual shift within your psyche had been reverberating underground, hidden from your awareness. What ultimately confirms your initiation is neither your experience of an image nor the blessing of a community authority – even an elder – but rather the depth of fulfillment you derive from embodying your soul image and your community’s recognition and celebration of that embodiment.
The second cocoon provides your best opportunity in life to study pathways to soul encounter. The lessons typically come in unpredictable forms through the guidance of teachers who are often eccentric and enigmatic, sometimes non-human in form. The Wanderer must be open to whatever form these encounters take and whatever embodiment of teacher is offered.
Through this process we are afforded the potential of becoming embodiments of Dana, a pervasive spirit that tends life, cares for the soul, and seeks greater and greater manifestations of a new dream. As embodiments of this dream, as embodiments of this tending energy, we remember our true place in the cosmos again and begin to see these inner spirals of memory and belonging reflected in the outer world. We comprehend within our own being that just as we are being initiated so too is the planet.
The process of initiation and change now happening on the planet is what we might call the Great Remembering. This process has just begun. We are on the edge of a sword. The path of Dana and the soul-tracking methods of shamanic spirituality are ways of retracing our steps to the original instructions of Creation, instructions that can enable us to rebuild an edifice of harmony in our lives and on the planet.
This realignment is about our future and our future culture. This culture has an energy, a pulse, and a life of its own. Many already carry it as an enlivened vision within them. For some it is like a fragrant nocturnal flower blooming inside them. Others may be unaware of this pulse and yet they sense that another way is possible. Perhaps you feel such a pulse quickening within you?
This era in which we are living is a compelling experiment – in spiritual evolution, in our human potential, in reclaiming the art of becoming good ancestors for those who will inherit the earth from us. Everything has been leading us to this moment, both the actualized and enlightened expressions of our humanity, as well as those shadowy dimensions of our collective condition that beckon for transformation. The full range of all we have known is woven into the fabric of this process. As the Hopi have said, we are the once we have been waiting for.
This phenomenon is not easily seen or comprehended if we look only through the limited lens of personal ego. This perspective, fostered and colored by myopic cultural, religious, and even national patterns of perceiving and relating to the world, is profoundly crippled in its ability to foster the kind of consciousness necessary to promote the future earth culture, much less to see it. Therefore, some kind of severance from these limited ways of seeing and knowing is necessary. What is needed to discern the larger process of initiation is a transpersonal and holistic perception of the world, which shamanic spirituality fosters. One way of putting it is that to truly grasp what is happening we must learn to step outside ourselves to see ourselves.
Like the spiritual law of ‘as above, so below’, another axiom holds equal value…’as within, so without, as without, so within.’ If we turn to indigenous people and modern visionaries alike, we quickly see that many other people have their own unique way of articulating the churning tides of this individual and collective initiation. From the Inka to the Hopi, from the Maya to visionary thinkers such as Ervin Laszlo, each in their own way speaks of a process of reclaiming a primal (meaning original) way of spiritual and environmental sustainability or of cultivating new visions and new pathways toward this reality.
If we make the most of this time, we will have successfully birthed a legacy worthy of passing on to future generations. We will have become good ancestors. From a shamanic perspective, we are dreaming twenty-four hours a day. If we are present to this fact, and paying attention to the unfolding dream, then we are participating in a deep reverential attentiveness to the spirit within and beneath our lives. As we gain our footing in this ancient practice of soul tracking within we find that we can then apply our consciousness to other people and our planet. We will be on the path of ‘tending’.
Tending and soul tracking are what the abiding and re-emergent spiritual energies of Dana are all about. Whether as goddess, harmonizing principle, or tutelary spirits of the earth, Dana is a teacher of teachers, a healer of healers, a guiding force who instructs us in paying attention to the deeper flow of the unfurling dream in which we are all journeying. Dana invites us to remember the sacred role with which we have been charged as caretakers of the Spirit of Life wherever it may dwell. Dana as an Irish shamanic principle invites us to relearn the practice of tending the luminous filaments of spirit.
From this point on, you shall begin to gather your tools, filling your bag with all you shall need to continue this journey. Each one has a unique role to play in your quest for soul encounter and soul initiation. Each one builds upon the others. Examine each one closely before placing them in your Wanderer’s Bag of Tools…